everything’s . . . op art & . . . aviators

trench coats & . . . (beef jerky, polaroids)

 

i’m losing my irrational . . . art instinct I

already lost my . . . ears. . . i was just

 

thinking a bit about how to

use my other bits & they sd

 

fuck off

the pillows on the couch aren't

 

squared enough everything's . . .

serialized & i broke all the . . . green ceramic

 

christmas mugs i really like

taking baths but my tub's never really . . . clean

 

it's not a metaphor it's a. . .  fucking

problem just makes me

 

uneasy that's all everything's . . .

(orange & brown stripes)

 

28 yrs i've had strong nails & now

they're peeling halfway down

 

my nailbeds what the fuck

the top band of lace on all my. . .  underwear

 

is torn through & it's

only my fault &

 

someone's coming to town to see (lips)

everything's . . . doubled but in a bold . . . graphic

 

way everything's . . . crafty it's a map of ripped

seams somedays it really is

 

all i think of all the gash-hives blood blisters all the knots

in those logs those limbs. . . .  arteries & silk scarves

(continues)